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ahhh. yet once more i flip through my bible pages. and i end up at psalms 28. read thru it and found that some verses sounded rather familar, and guess what. it was what ms ho read to us before a certain paper, a math maybe. i think it was late last wk. or maybe monday. hmmm. ya. anyway. "the lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him and i am helped. my heart leaps for joy and i will give thanks to him in song." psalms 28:7. and i think psalm is quite a good book. read like at least 10 chapters. haha. (: there are many nice verses in it.. ladela.


ah. oh well. again i am reminded of how my faith is supposed to be so strong, yet it is so hard to stay positive for god. bleahh. sometimes, its not very, how do you put it, easy, especially with so many obstacles, they just wear you down so much, that i cant feel.. happy and relaxed anymore. you know the feeling? i guess it all comes down to how much trust in god you have, that he'll make all ur troubles disappear, make you change your frown into a smile.. i dont think he wants us to be miserable either.. but then, it just makes me feel so selfish, to dump all my problems onto him.. so that i can be happy again.. but then again, i guess, that's what makes him so special isnt it?


sometimes life can be so unfair, i cant believe i'm not allowed to go for a CHURCH SERVICE. wahhh. i dont see whats wrong. where has all the fairness in the world gone too? -wails- (i'm NOT being melodramatic here.! frowns-) seriously, i think i need the solid worship again, i dont really care WHICH church, as long as the svc is good. its like, my faith seems to be decreasing so rapidly. sigh. everything seems to be going out of control.. and sometimes i feel evangel isnt exactly doing much to help me. so many conflicts going on, its just making me go crazeeeee. i cant believe how nat is so peaceful about it. maybe i'm just being sucked in too much of this. i shall try and not care too. then i wont be affected. be switzerland or something, neutral policy. wahooo. yikes. i just cant believe it. my life seems to have so much... unrest. or whatever its called. up and downs, or something. it feels so argh. sometimes i try so hard, (okay maybe not that hard) to just stay focussed, and be strong, but then i just break down all over again.


whats the point in being happy then. if the happiness wears out. life gets so depressing after a while. bleahh. i wish i knew the purpose for my life. sometimes i feel so small, so useless, so clueless. living in such a big world, no brains and no talent, no guts either. gahhh. whats the point sometimes. how can small small me make a difference. i feel so fake sometimes, i dont even know whats the real me. there's so much distortion and twisting, sometimes i myself believe all of it, all of what i create. and its so not true, all so.. fake. sigh.


gosh. i sound so.. pathetic.


anyway. no point saying all these now. i guess the main point is just to see in the end, how god worked in my life. and i will persevere. for him. yeah i would try to, at least.. ah well. as i said, god will want me to be happy.. "be strong and take heart, all you who hope in the lord." psalm 31:24 hope that reminds me better.. (:


alright, alright! i'll go. aiyah. cya.

a shout of praise.
11:35 PM

hahhaa. no school no school no school for another 2 more days, then the last prelim paper and then FREEDOM.. whooohoooo. (: i feel so relaxed. kinda happy that our prelims are gonna be over... lalalala. feel bit happier.. anyway.

i watched movies the entire night last night. and i cant wait to watch more.. HAHA. okay. better go do some constructive stuff. cya.

LATER. (:

a shout of praise.
9:08 PM

you know what. i shouldnt be thinking that way. god has provided so much for me. blessed me with such abundance, and because i dont know how to appreciate it, i think i'm lacking so much. God, help me to see. help me to feel your presence, help me to know that you're always there.


life isnt going to be easy. so many struggles. so many setbacks. so many problems. but its comforting to know that i have god. and that he's always there. just that sometimes, i wish he'd be more solid.


please show me your way. give me the patience, the kindness, and the perseverance to go on.

a shout of praise.
8:59 PM

je me sens comme pleurer. no one will be able to understand this. actually, to tell you the truth, i dont either.


sometimes i wonder if god is there. i dont doubt his greatness, or his powers, or what he promises. its just that sometimes all i want is that somebody who knows me, knows how i'm feeling, who i can groan and grumble to without feeling guilty, someone who knows that i need to cling on to something, knows that i too need to be comforted. sometimes i'd like to know that i'm safe. in a place where i dont need to pretend, dont need to put up appearances, no need to put up a strong front, no need to give in and just be myself. is that too much to bother god with, i wonder?


maybe, maybe i'm just exaggerating.


You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

a shout of praise.
8:19 PM

well. it feels strange to be so strangely calm about everything. seems to me like everyone is so stressed about prelims and so worried about what to do after o's.. where to go, what to do.. the list just goes on.. but yet i'm so.. peaceful. not worried about the existence of the major exams. and that really worries me cos i'm supposed to be feeling stressed now. at least some amount of it. not like this. i wonder if its god's peace, or if its cos i've already have a plan for the next part of my life. go to aust then to the uni. hopefully. i'd better.

anyway. during church today during congregational prayer. i flipped open my bible, and it fell to this page, and i read what i highlighted before, "they will come with weeping and they will pray as i bring them back. i will lead them beside streams of water, on a level path where they will not stumble." jeremiah 31:9 and i was reminded that god has set out my path for me and i will not have to worry about anything, no matter what i fear.

(to be continued. i need to go! )

a shout of praise.
1:09 PM

THANK YOU GOD.. (: thanks for the chem paper.. i feel happier at least. at least my chem isnt as bad as the stupid humans papers.. GRRR. but i think the chem paper was okay only.. lol. but at least i'm more confident than the disgusting humans.. :\ oh yucks..


ARGH. i found out after the entire paper that i left like one 4 mark question blank. B-L-A-N-K! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wah laoooo. 4 entire marks.. : bleah. so wasted. sigh, at least its a math tmr. something to look forward to. and chinese on friday. (!!) sometimes i wish i didnt agree to retake andnow i have to suffer for another subject.


its just one more week!! (: then prelims are over, school is over for the term, and i can PLAY! for one week then its study (again) bleah...... but at least i get to play. then we have some career fair thing when we get back, and its the going thru of prelim papers.. yucks. then more studying. haii.


this is getting boring. so life is so so so monotonous. hmmm.


i wanna go read a book or something. need to relax. better not slp too late tonight. always late for school. i woke up at like 7:20 today. :S i think my mom's getting pissed. haha. oh well. all the best to me. (:


night, world! (:

a shout of praise.
8:17 PM

ahhh. now i'm not so sure if i can get the bloody a1. :\ thats freaky. and thats NOT good. i'm supposed to do well for maths! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i better push my a math now. chem tmr. i hope it doesnt kill me again.

NOT TO WORRY! by FAITH, i can overcome everything. (: (: (:

YUPP!. off to work. need to have the chemistry in chemistry.

a shout of praise.
9:27 PM

aiyah. ss. nthing to say already. sbq was a killer. but i think i'm okay (okay. not good) with venice... thanks drew ah.. lucky you go thru with me last night or i think i'd not know what my factors are.. heh. (: i owe you one..


ladila. its e math tmr. dont feel like practicing. just feel like slackin. relax. and clear my brain. did an amath and chem paper today. seems so little yet so much.. aiyah.


havent done my QT for a long time and i finally did it yesterday, cos it felt like god wanted me to read my bible. so i open my bible, and it fell to isaiah 66 (cos there was a paper stuck between the pages. and i read the first paper, which so happened to be verse 2 "this is the one that i esteem. he who is humble and contrite in spirit, and trembles at my word... they have chosen their ways, and their souls delight in their abominations so i will choose harsh treatment for them, and bring upon them what they dread. For when i called, no one answered, when i spoke, no one listened. they did evil in my sight and chose what displeases me." isaiah 66:2 (later part), 3(later part) - 4(later part). and i was so frightened of my ss paper, and i only studied so so little.. i havent exactly been the best girl la..


so. ya. i prayed really really hard. then i flipped more. and ended up at ezekiel. "therefore i will judge you each one according to his ways... repent! turn away from all your offenses; then sin will not be your downfall. Rid yourself of the offenses you have committed, and get a new heart and a new spirit... For i take no pleasure in the death of anyone." then i really prayed everything all out yesterday night. okay, maybe not all things. just stuff that i was worried about. and today. luckily and thankfully by the grace of god, venice came out. so. what i'm trying to say is. my faith strengthed abit more yesterday. i still dont know why i took out my bible. haha. oh well. it just made me realise more that god is always looking down on me.


really tied in with chris's sermon yesterday.. he said that god is working in your life, even if you may not realise it, and even though your life might be in the pits maybe, but in the end, everything will turn out alright cos god is there. everything will turn out just right. it may not be what you want, but in time you'll realise that that is what's good for you and that's what god wanted and intend for in your life..


i hope this (really really truely) marks the turning point and change in my walk with him, where my trust really reaches the peak that god wants it to be. sometimes it seems so far, and i always end up falling away slowly, although i dont realise it. or i even just dont care. anyway. i'm just gonna try stay happy, because i dont think god wants me to be so gloomy. yupp. and i now know better that god is always there and paying attention to me all the time.


and i hope that e math is going to be a do-able paper tmr.

a shout of praise.
8:30 PM

ahhh. just wasted an entire night changing the blogskin, but i'm so happy that i've found a new and prettay skin.. hahaha. (: oh well. i did my ss today okay.. haha. but like. only 2 chapters... :$ hmmm. i'd better not touch the com tmr.. haiii.

sustaining good governance
1. effective government who make sound policies (principles - PFMFT)
2. effecient civil svc (OMH)
3. citizen's support (CWS)

venice
1. rise
- stable govt (FECE)
- prosperous economy (PAD'S PART)
- citizen's support (CLR)
2. fall
- internal (WCDR)
- external (COMIC)

good. i still rmb most. hahaha. not bad. just hope i can come up with the L5.. i always cant no matter how hard i try.. bleah.. )X

anyway. have to be abit early in churh tmr.. better sleep early. then i can wake up early and i wont be tired so i cant study! good plan right. hah. okay. one last thing.

i LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE JESSE MCCARTNEY. woottssss. hahha. his voice is soooooooooo wonderfull. hhhaha. okayokay. i SHALL stop. night world.

a shout of praise.
12:53 AM

funny how somethings seem to stick to your brain like glue no matter how hard you try to not think about it.. or at least. you dont want to be reminded of it. everything seems to be so.. harped on. life is always so stressful. so.. screwed? maybe.. anyway. but i've decided to not worry too much about things cos god will put it all right again. i'm trusting him more than i'll trust myself. (: (at least. i hope to.)

love mg was a roaring success today.. (: feel so happy for the team.. yupp. altho the open mic session was quite the disaster, charlene couldnt really grab the attention away from the glorious food table. anw. i think we did awesomely well today. turn out was quite good and everything.. and the two bands (the lovemg band and their band-in-training) played really well! amazing really, how god works. and i only realised today that ms sim was gonna give her testimonial during the whole thing today. and i only manage to hear her testimonial out of the two, but i learnt alot from her experiences. (: and i saw alot of the love mg crew! havent caught up with them in like. a whole whole year.. so felt quite happy today.. ya. (:

okay. i'm supposed to sleep early and wake up early.. to... -drumroll- S-T-U-D-Y! yepp. arranged with kaye.. LOL. i think we're crazy la. but all in the name of prelims! (: ss's on monday! good luck everyone... X)

a shout of praise.
11:20 PM

OH GOSH OH GOSH. i cant believe this. i have to retake my chinese.. ): i CANT believe lao shi has such convincing powers. hhahah. oh well. i guess its worth a try.. :S even if i do worse then i cant say i didnt try.. haiix. dunno la. just be a waste of my money.. but. at least i put in some effort and i wont regret it. righttt. haha. try la. cant hurt. plus abi and minty and xwooxie are gonna retake. no harm trying. yupp

i think i made some careless mistakes today for e math.. :S haixx. but as ms ho said. its o-v-e-r. dont brood on it and just move on. and we got our ss paper back today. arghhh. if i do as badly for prelims i'm dead.. :S sighhh. i totally cant do stupid humans. dunno why i even bother to try. sighhhhh. all for prelims. go go go kristi. you can do it!!

whee. there's no papers tmr. and friday. just that. THERE'S ORAL TMR! goodness. :S i hope and i pray that i'll do well.. or at least i'll stop saying i dont know. and have some ounce of creativity juice in my empty brain. sometimes i wish i have mey's logic.. and minty's creativity, laura's cheerfulness, abi's happy-go-lucky self, xwx's peacefulness, claire's hardworkingness, jia's faith. sigh. sometimes i feel so.. demoralised... somehow with them.. but i feel so blessed to have such wonderful friends. sighhhh.

prelims are such depressing things.. oh well. god's always there.. (: so thats something to be comforted by.. so thats good. :D yepp. jia en said before! it doesnt matter what results you get, cos what matters most is having god come first.. (or something like that) so. YUPP., must keep my perspective correct..

okay. i shall be positive from now on. and be humble.. jia you kristi! you can do it. to the eight.. WE CAN MAKE IT! (X REMEMBER! 10 points at least ah.. hehehe. back to work everyone.. :)

a shout of praise.
7:53 PM

heeeeeeeeee. i just found out abt a new movie from video ezy.. so i've decided to check it out. and the songs from it are so so so so ultra nice.. (: yupp. go check it out yeah.

ahh. chinese results were out today.. :S i guess i did okay la. thankful for my results but not entirely satisfied. maybe i didnt put in enough effort. or maybe i was just busy with.. other stuff. oh well. doesnt matter. its over. and thats it. i'm NOT going to retake. waste my energy effort and money. :S later i get worse then affect everything else. nvrmind la. shall be thankful for the results instead. (:

bio pract was HORRIBLE today. had absolutely NO idea what i was doing today.. :S how on earth do you get the glucose out of the leaf? you cant just decant it what. it's not enough to get the glucose out right.? so heat. its logical isnt it. :S and then i drew the wrong specimen. draw the stupid onion instead of the leaf. GRRR. luckily i realised ah. if not all my marks go down the drain like that... but my time was so wasted. arghhh. aiyah. then all the glucose concentrations all turned brick red so how to compare.. bleah. this pract is screw. so all i can hope for (even tho its really mean) that every one does really badly for bio, so that the marks can be moderated. :D hehehe.

oh well... oh well. thats that for today. geog's on monday and i'm really NOT prepared.. :S die la. i'll just try my best. tmr tmr tmr.. :S gosh. oh! that reminds me. band pract tmr.. wheee. YAY. i get to jammmm. lol.. I LOVE JESSE MCCARTNEY. and i like oliver james... they can sing so so so so ultra well.. -swoons- hehehhee.

dumdeedummmm. (: (: (:

I am movin through the crowd Tryin to find myself Feel like a guitar that's never played Will someone strum away [Chorus] And I ask myself Who do I wanna be Do I wanna throw away the key And invent a whole new me And I tell myself No one, no one Don't wanna be No one But me.. You are movin through the crowd Tryin to find yourself Feelin' like a doll left on a shelf Will someone take you down Your life plays out on the shadows of the wall You turn the light on to erase it all You wonder what it's like to not feel worthless So open all the blinds and all draw curtains

a shout of praise.
10:01 PM

NONONONONONONONONO.. the story's not supposed to end this way.... ): ): ): arghhh.

STUPID SNAPE! i'd kill you. malfoy's such a brat and voldemort. he's so evil.. and DUMBLEDORE'S DEAD. and and. ahhhhhhhh. ): the story's so sad. ):

OH SIGH. :S i wish. i wish. man.. the ending is so HORRIBLE. -wails-

argh. now i want to read the 7th book. i hope harry doesnt die in the end. i dont like sad endings.. ):

OOH. and goblet of fire is coming out soon!! (: november november... few more mths. i cant wait to swoon at all the cute cute actors. but i think daniel radcliffe looks disgusting. he's got long hair.. :S hahha. lalalala. but i hope the guy who acts as malfoy looks good. (: (: hahaha. i better go read goblet of fire again. need to recall what happened.

ahhh. i want the 7th book. HURRY HURRY HURRY. (: (:

okay. better slp. if not i'm gonna do the wrong test for the wrong thing tmr. hehehee.

biuret - decant if necessary. measure 2cm cube of sample. add 1 cm cube of sodium hydroxide. add copper (II) sulphate drop by drop. if soln turns violet = protein present

ethanol - decant (with ethanol) if necessary. add 2 cm cube of ethanol to 2cm cube of sample. shake. add 2 cm cube of deionized water. shake. white emulsion = fats present

iodine - add excess iodine to sample. leave for 2 mins. wash off excess iodine. brown iodine turns dark blue = starch present

reducing sugar (benedict's soln) - set up boiling water bath. add 2cm cube of benedicts soln to 2cm cube of sample. shake. put mixture in water bath for 5 mins. colour change: blue (none)-green-yellow(a little)-orange(moderate)-brick red(alot).

okay better go la. need to slp. :S

a shout of praise.
12:06 AM

you know what. i think i shant be daft and keep on thinking about stupid things. I WILL CLEAR MY MIND OF ALL DISTRACTIONS. at least i hope i can.. :S i guess chinese will take my mind of somethings. and its coming out tmr! ahh. i'm so NOT prepared lor. grrrr.

BUT ANYWAYS. thank goodness for bio practical. i'm so NOT ready, but frankly, i dunno what to study anyway. ): its friday tmr. end of the week. strange how time passes so quickly. sat's yet another busy day. :S and i've got plenty to do. THERE'S BAND PRACTICE! WHOOPEEE~ another thing to be happy about. so.. HURRAYY. ah. i'm feeling rather happy today. hmmm. english today... wasnt that horrible la. compo was alright. we got report for situational. hehe. luckily i revised my formats or i wouldnt have remembered. thank you god. compre? all i can say is. i liked my summary. haha. it was so.. exact. haha. 160 words! whooot. first time. LOL. ya. ANYWAY.

i'm finishing harry potter! and its getting to the climax soon. so i wanna go back to my book. really soon. hehe. hurray. i think i've prob got about an eighth left. gosh. i hope i'll finish it tonight.. (: (: (: ladeela.

a shout of praise.
10:19 PM

you know what. i just dont understand. i really really dont. you dont talk to me. so how do i know whats wrong. go ahead and hate me all you want. i dont care anymore. ya. i dont. i really really dont. you can go be another shawn. yupp you can. go hate mg all you want. actually. i think you'd only hate me alone. ha. whatever. i dont need to know what you think anymore. so long, old friend.

i cant believe i'm so childish.. and i know i'm so selfcentered. but what the hell. i'm going to leave this messed up life anyway. start all over. all i need to do? just get thru my prelims and o's. so thats all i'm gonna do. yupp. only goal now. and i cant mess that up. or i might as well forget about everything.

better sleep early. night, world.

a shout of praise.
10:21 PM

hehe. waaa. i think html codes are the COOLEST! (: so fun so fun..

When I said go I never meant away You ought to know the freaky games we play could you forgive and learn how to forget hear me as I'm calling out your name Firefly come back to me make the night as bright as day I'll be looking out for you tell me that your lonely too firefly come lead me on follow you into the sun that's the way it ought to be firefly come back to me You and me we shared a mystery we were so close like honey to the bee And if you tell me how to make you understand I'm minor in a major kinda way Fly firefly through the sky come and play with my desire don't be long don't ask why I can't wait another night

a shout of praise.
7:29 PM

havent been blogging in ages.. ): no time no time.. anyway. mr yeo's not going to be in school for the next.. week. HURRAY~ no more math. BUT. whats the point. ):prelims are next week.. bleah i dont want it to come..

ANYWAY.
GOOD LUCK ACB for your paper today. and the rest of the month. :D

yeah. ours are starting next thurs.. soon soon.. ): so fast. and GOSH. geog's coming.. :S

alot of things have happened this month.. inkwell stuffs. THAT REMINDS ME. (: hahah. we're going to watch CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY on monday!!! (: (: (: wheeee. class outing and all... Ms tan's treating all of us for a job well done.. thanks all who donated to 4B1! (: hehehhe. and we got like one period off this morning to go and have a level party for raising the most money.. was like.. 41 000 bucks. GOSH. i think our level is crazy.. :S

sigh. need to go.. (:

a shout of praise.
9:35 AM